'My secret gay relationship in school saw us bending each other over in the changing rooms'

A VavaViolet reader has shared the erotic story of their secret gay hookups - that led to anal sex in the changing rooms after football.

When I was younger, I was curious - like most of us. But how many of us took it to the next level? Well, I did. Between the ages of 15 and 17, I was in a secret relationship with another guy.

I never fit in at school; I wasn't part of any specific group - and what I'm about to share is part of that.

What started as sitting next to each other in school and having a laugh, becoming mates, took a turn I did not expect when we found ourselves in the changing room of our local sports club alone.

I had never been attracted to guys, and I'm still not, but something about this one interested me.

Without saying a word, we sit next to each other, naked. No communication, no eye contact, but in sync, we reached over and started to feel.

Neither one of us stopped, so the feeling turned into rubbing, until I did something I had never thought about before.

I grabbed his face, and we had a passionate embrace, while still feeling each other.

That's as far as our session went, until we ended up in the changing rooms once more a week later.

This time it was after a football session - testosterone was high, we were sweaty, and again naked.

The same thing happened, we sat next to each other naked, and started feeling each other, then we made out.

But something in me wanted to try more.

So I removed my lips and tongue from his, and slowly went down his sweaty body until I was right there, in front of his cock.

I did not hold back, and he did not want me to.

Deep throat, sensual, long. Until the moment he came right into my mouth. And with it still there, I went back up, and we made out once more with his cum in my mouth.

It became our regular session, almost daily, for many months.

And then he did the same to me before we took it a step further.

After nearly a year of this, and while in the middle of a session - but this time it was late at night and nobody else was in the club, I grabbed him, turned him around and bent him over, entering him slowly, he later did the same to me.

We came inside each other, but would never say a word.

Eventually, we started finishing in sync, and 69d while doing this.

It went on for two years - nobody knew. Nobody from school still knows. I've only told a handful of people over the years.

The secrecy made it all the more enticing, and the session all the more passionate.

I often think about that secret relationship and wonder what would have happened if it had progressed further.

To this day, I've never had feelings for another guy, but do I regret it? No. Would I go back and stop it? Absolutely fucking not.

Written anonymously by a VavaViolet Magazine reader.